and how do you feel about that?

"The reason I do not belive in love is because I think it would be a very cruel thing to exist. Yes, i have never been in love but i have had my heart crushed a few times and that was almost unbearable and i would not wish it on anybody. So how much must it hurt to be in love and have you heart broken I wonder? It must be unbearable." how i wish i could warn my past self.