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i don't mean anything to anyone anymore

my parents are so busy with their new partners i feel like i'm just slowly dissapearing

i wish i missed someone, but i really don't

just feel sad all the time

i think i'm falling for you, what an inconvenience

all i need right now is for someone to hold me in their arms and say everything is going to be ok, because i'm incredibly close to giving up entirely

i'm stuck in a brutal cycle

i don't even have the strength to cut anymore

it's like someone's decided to take a massive shit on my life

i see smoking as an interest rather then an addiction

as much as i enjoyed being in love, i do not wish it to happen again for sometime.

i loved you, emphasis on the loved, it's in the past, we had some lovely memories, but that's what they are, old photographs stored in the dark crevices of our minds in dusty boxes, as we believe bringing up these experiences might bring back unresolved feelings. but these good times should be remembered, it is nice to remember the weight of someone's breath against your naked body, the time spent starring into someone's eyes feeling like nothing could break the tie between you, the soft, gentle beat of someone's pulse against your ear as their warmth radiates you. these shouldn't be ignored, they were good times. now that our hearts have healed our memories should be remembered with joy. a years worth of life does not need a re-enactment, it should simply be cherished rather than abolished.

love is overrated

my world feels so fragile, and i'm waiting for one knock that will collapse everything

i don't want to be the way i am

i want to be able to lie on someone's chest whilst their arms wrap around me as i tell them everything and after for them to kiss me and tell me everything will be ok

after everything i've already been through you still hurt me so much,  you ruined me and my sense of trust and for that, i'm never going to forgive you

i'm never going to allow myself to be hurt like before again

once again there is a 10 foot tall iron wall around my emotions

deep down i know i want another relationship, it's just that i really really really don't want to get hurt again

cannot let myself feel like this, time to do what i do best and suppress my feelings 

21 days