withholding the truth counts as lying

everyone's telling me to wait, but why? our time on this planet is limited, so why waste it, if we don't work at least we didn't waste time hoping to fix this when we can't. if we can't work now, will we ever? what's the point in wasting time over something that is meerly a possibility? just stay with me and see where things take us and we won't be wasting time as long as we're still happy

i love you and i love how easy it is to say that

"let him be the guy that every girl wants but you have." "but what if he's the guy that wants every girl and i'm stuck with?"

it's been a day and i already despise every decision you've made

when he puts you before computer games, lol jokes he's a manchild

i need to think about this

somewhere someone is looking for exactly what you have to offer

all i want is to snuggle with you right now

it's so nice to know real gentlemen do exsist, even if all they do is walk you home

all i  know is love never dies. true love never dies. it's always there lurking in the deepest crevises of the heart. resurfacing for air when you allow it.

loving someone means giving them chances when there are none left to give

i feel like your not telling me everything, if this situation was like you explained it then how could you even consider her? i can't trust you.

i don't think you realise, choose her and things will change, all the things you love will no longer be yours, they will be given to someone who would be more deserving; that smile you love, shower sex, pokemon together, head massages, morning bacon before work, pikachu, conversations about tesco stores, my dad, brother and my friends. she won't understand how you secretly like it when your called posh or a snob, she won't know exactly what you like in bed, she won't understand you can't sleep snuggling someone, she won't understand you past and family, she won't love you grandad as much as i do, she won't care or listen when you talk about economics and politics, she won't understand how much you value your job and education and she won't know you like i do. but if you want something that's easier at first, be my guest, but she'll be like a fish out of water

the more we talk the more i get angry you can even consider her

i want to feel like you want to be with me and it's not me forcing you and that you want me to trust you and it's not just me forcing myself to

everything just fits together when i'm with you, but without you there it all falls apart 

your single desicion has not just hurt me but anyone i'm close to

i deserve the grandest fucking gesture after what you put me through, think noah from the notebook crossed with edward from pretty woman

if we happen again, you need to change because i have had fucking enough of the shit you put me through, it may be my own fault that i don't trust you but you made me feel like this so you have to fix it before you think i'll come running

i know if we do start again i'll feel like i forced you into it and feel just as paranoid as i do now but right now, anything feels better than this; i feel so fucked around and all my friends are getting upset by seeing me like this

i know i'm not feeling what you are, but to me, your decision seems pretty simple

please don't get my hopes up

i can't carry on with this without a promise, how am i meant to move on if you choose her after all this?

oh life

i feel mentally relieved now

everyone's telling me what an asshole you are, but i really don't care

my brother's trying to set me up with his friends' brothers, cuuuuuute

i am honestly suprised with how well i cope with all the things in my past, but that's because i percieve them as my past, i've moved on, people change and i've learned to forgive. but still, i no longer find it hard to be touched or trust anyone, which after everything, i think is my biggest achievement

how can i believe anything you say when i doubt that you ever loved me?

i believe men are more romantic than women. most women will marry a man because he has a good job/ house ect. but men will marry because they believe they'd be stupid to let the love of their life go. men will stay unmarried forever if they do not believe thay have found their soul mate, women will reach an age and feel a desperation to get married. there are however like with everything in life, exceptions..

why do women always go for pricks? because we like to fix things, we choose the broken men as we try to fix them to make us feel special and different to all the other women. but we all need to realise, men are impossible to change and we're simply hurting ourselves by seeing all the stupid wankers and not waiting for the normal, secure men to find us.

i tried so hard to have a healthy relationship for phillip to look up to, but i don't even think that's possible anymore

it's not possible for me to move on this quick, is it?

you look like a trout lol

i hate you so much i can't even put it into words you pathetic cunt

watching matt and charlie argue is like watching a puppy being shot

but you don't interest me anymore

i considered suicide every minute the day i lost you

overthinking will be the death of me

"smokers die younger" promise?

100th post so something sentimental: I LOVE ELLIS JOHNSON, HE'S A BITCH BUT HE'S MY BITCH. HE'S THE BEST FRIEND I COULD ASK FOR. HE'S SO CUTE EVEN THOUGH HE IS THE BIGGEST AND WORST FLIRT IN EXSISTENCE. WE PLAY POKEMON TOGETHER AND TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT HIM. AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TEXT HE SENDS ME AFTER HE'S READ THIS !

everyday is spent counting down for something, then it happens and we find something else to countdown to. life is always spent looking forward, can't we just enjoy now?

i don't feel like i can talk about the future untill we sort ourselves out

if you want to keep your girl you've got to reasure her. don't let her forget or question that you love her. tell her everyday how much she means to you, and that there is no one that could ever take her place. because girls get jealous and they second guess every move you make. they think too much, and over think into things more than they should. but they can't help it. it's their nature, and it's your responsibility to prove your love to her. there are plenty of other beautiful girls out there, and she knows that. make her believe that she's the only one for you.

because you never did with me.

despite how much i hate your personality, i still love you

deleting all the couples pictures off my tumblr because i'm forever alone

doesn't the fact that no one has realised how deeply corupt i am show no one actually cares?

i hate you, but i love you too much to do anything about it.

you fuck up every good mood i have.

one day, when i'm not terrified of losing you, i will take karma into my own hands and emoitionally destroy you, like your doing to me. i relish the thought of you not being able to abuse this hold you have over me and being able to tell you what a disgusting breed of human you are.