my biggest fear, even above venerability, is abandonment.

happiness is only real when shared

"Some people feel like they don’t deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past"

it makes me sick to my stomach when i think about how easily you tricked me in thinking that you actually cared about me. what if everyone has been doing this to me this whole entire time to get things from me? because of you i'm now afraid to trust people

humans are so bitter and malicious i honestly don't live on this planet by choice

everytime my mum goes out i terrify myself with thoughs that she'll leave us and never come back

in art, as in love, instinct is enough

it's like forgetting the words to your favourite song, you can't believe it, you were always singing along, it was so easy and the words so sweet, you can't remember, you try to feel the beat

no one laughs at god in a hospital
no one laughs at god in a war
no one's laughing at god
when they're starving or freezing or so very poor
no one laughs at god
when the doctor calls after some routine tests
no one's laughing at god
when it's gotten real late
and their kid's not back from the party yet
no one laughs at god
when their airplane start to uncontrollably shake
no one's laughing at god
when they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else
and they hope that they're mistaken
no one laughs at god
when the cops knock on their door
and they say we got some bad news, sir
no one's laughing at god
when there's a famine or fire or flood

i imagine you suprising me and turning up at my house everyday. never happens.

i really really dislike you

there's no such thing as fate, everything is a coincidence. life, the earth, relationships are all purely down to chance.

i honestly feel like i have no one to talk to, no one that will listen and give me advice without caring about their personal benefit

i'm happy and i love you but i know you're not and don't

you're a liar and i hate you