I choose arial font for two reasons;
1) its simple, non-judgmental and boring.
2) because it is nothing like me

Thursday, 12 July 2012

I just want someone to pull me close to them and kiss me

Wednesday, 11 July 2012

i'd overlook anything for you
you seek acceptance everywhere you go, you leech confidence, you lie to make people like you, you hurt people just to get ahead, you thrive under other women's attention, you accept things you shouldn't just to feel secure, i just wish i couldn't see this side of you
if you had a week left to live what would you say to me?
you don't understand that this side of me you see is not one i show my friends, and now you've made you're decision, that part of me is no longer yours to see
talking to you without you being mine is my own personal way of self harm
you said this was for the best but i feelworse and i'm guessing you do too
you always listen but you never really hear me
did i say something way too honest that made you rin and hide, like a scared little boy?
i wish i could kiss you without feeling used

Monday, 9 July 2012

he wants to do all the things you didn't do for me
this hurts but you can't make it better in anyway.
I don't miss you. I miss us. I miss being your and only yours. I miss you being mine and only mine. I miss getting good morning and good night texts. I miss falling asleep with you. I miss all the kisses and sex. I miss being able to shut you up with kisses. I miss all the cute things you'd say that made me cringe but I secretly loved. I miss nights at the pub. I miss coming home with you. I miss the cinema with you. I miss feeling safe. I miss the head massages. I miss everything, but you and I most definitely don't want it back.

Thursday, 5 July 2012

i want to be the girl who makes your bad days better, and the one that makes you say "my life has changed since i met her"
whatever happened to chivalry? does it only exist in 80’s movies? i want john cusack holding a boombox outside my window. i wanna ride off on a lawnmower with patrick dempsey. i want jake from sixteen candles waiting outside the church for me. i want judd nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. just once I want my life to be like an 80’s movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. but no, john hughes did not direct my life.

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

no matter for what reason, something is wrong with you if you cut yourself